pizza, windex, and bug bites

.... my moms making homemade PIZZA.. the best in the world.. im cleaning windows and trying not to go crazy over the smell and ive got bug bites out the wazoo.... thats what i get for camping.... well not really but still.... -.-... ive got ... 4 days intell school starts and this little girl is going to Highschool.. first year so im very much so fresh meat. hehehehe but thank God my brother is going to an eleventh grader.. yayz me.... if life could be any duller i think my world would be black and white at the moment but as people say.. alaska.. you can never know whats gonna hit you. and i VERY much soo agaree.. so off to finish windows... so later people. GOD BLESS

groundation and boooks

i think in the last two weeks i have done nothing but read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not that thats a bad thing but sometimes one gets bored and wants to go and play outside... its been raining like crazy making me go EVEN more insane.................
Her father stood mouth agape. all he could do was nod yes
three days later Kimberly stood in front of her brother, Kaleb.
" So Kim my dearest sister. are you ready?"
as an answer Kim thrust her sword at her brothers chest. though Kim's brother was much larger, Kim was faster. she always seamed to predict her partners next move. suddenly her other brothers, all four, circled around and watched. her eldest brother ,Frank, threw her another sword and then they all joined into the practice. Kim disarmed Kaleb and Frank as quickly as she could then her other three brothers advanced all at the same time. Ethan, Seth, and Mattew all smiled as they saw that they had her cornered when suddenly she slipped and disarmed Seth and Mattew. Ethan smiled and dropped his sword.
"If you disarmed frank then there is no doubt you will disarm me so i relent..."
Kim hugged her brothers and then went to her room to change into a dress so she looked acceptable for the duke that was coming by the home for tea.
ive got minor writers block so i must bid you adue.

destroyed

i went to go read my copy of Dragonspell by Donita K Paul. and it is completely torn up. i cover is if the book is in two and all dirty......................... i guess reading a book 32 time can do that no?? i finished Karen Hancock's books and really wish she would write another.. 10 days and this princess will get another book. some times i began to wonder what is it like to be another person and then i say i'm good being me. i feel at times like the mother of my friends and then my niece begins to call me Mama again and i smile because that is my calling. it is nice to be wanted. and loved. some times i wonder how Job(from the bible ) was able to praise in all things and then i see its not at all too hard.
story:
Kimberly sat oh the chair hard. She felt as if she'd just had the breath slapped from her. "he..he.that," She had never felt so lost. "how could he just up and leave? i mean we were in love it must have been his fat..."
"KIMBERLY," Kim shot up she stood strait. Her father strutted in.
"Yes father?"
"That creep, Da..Dam.....Dan.... whatever his name said he hates you and NEVER wants to see you again."
"Danny... he said that?" kim held back the tears. she had learned long ago, that the men in her family hated tears. her bed ridden Great-Grandfather, David, had always said it was weakness. her Grandfather who was still kicking as well said the same. her father and five elder brothers always agreed.
She'd never had female companionship except her maid, Petal. her mother had died giving birth to her younger brother and sister who died 2 months later from the green fever, and because she had cried that night she lost her brother and sister she had been beaten with a wip for her weakness. it had happened every time for 3 years then when she reached her 12 birthday it stopped only because she hadn't cried in a while.
People said she would only become a bitter, old hag. As aways though she was sweet and kind. she never said a sour word of any one. it was her nature.
"yes thats his name."
"i see father. if i may can grandfather and Kaleb teach me how to use a sword? we just finished my lessons on using a bow... knife, hatchet, and well what ever i can see to use even my own hands." she was going out on thin ice by adding, " thats why Kaleb had a black eye by the way. father."
Her father stood mouth agape. all he could do was nod yes.
i know i kinda left hannging..

Im finding that summer rocks! i forgot what it was like just to sit around and read. i've been reading another of my favorite authors. her name is Karen Hancock and she is brilliant! i love the way that she always has Christens looking in them selfs for the light of Christ. to tell you the truth it had brought me, way, closer to the lord. ive been trying to get my self to sit and write but i think i have a big problem of just sitting there thinking... at least at the moment... i find that my family is VERY, VERY annoying at times and then i think about it and say... thank you lord i am soo blessed.

that girl!

ever had that friend you though was always going to be there and would tell you anything? well i did have one and now she is trying to get a shared friend to pick between us. i really wish all could be well but its not Gods plan. have a blessed day and good life.
P.S. summer is here and school is almost out. (thank God) and i wont have a care in the world

not normal and proud of that fact

HULLO!!!!
My name is Bec. Im only almost 14 and im enjoying the fact that i have a great trust in God. (he is the best dad in the whole Universe). i would like to point out that i can get very crazy and weird all at the same time and i don't do it on purpose its just who i am and why i'm not NORMAL Normal peoples are boring. they never really say anything fun! I'm always trying to be the best person that GOD wants me to be. i may have a bunch of problems but i'm a very springgy person.. (Not a word i know) i love to hang with my friends. even if they get on my nerves. i go to church every Sunday and every Friday too. before you just say boring another religious girl i will let you know i'm not. i have a relationship not a slavery. my aunt is a writer and i hope to be one as well. i also would like to be some sort of artist because i am always told 'that looks cool' or 'can you draw me a picture' it makes me glad that people think i have a gift but most of all i hope people see what i'm meant to be a child of GOD!
Bec^.^
P.S. summer is almost here and i can walk bare foot. i really hope Alaska will see some real hot weather this year.
Currently reading: Outriders Kathryn Mackel, and Prelude to Morning, Kathrina Farabaugh